It is 3am, I am not sleeping, and I am laid in an hospital bed. I have forgot how hospitals have a special way to see how you deal with sleep deprivation. I have had a infection in my picc line. A picc line is a tube that has been dangling from my arm that feeds chemo near my heart, and for the past 3 months this line as made it possible for me to have chemo without injections once every 2 weeks. Then just before my last chemo this has happened.
Regarding that voice, it may not worry much about the future, but it is still there and it still try’s to edit. My voice right now even though It shouldn’t is letting me worry how I am coming across in this blog, Its saying, most people loss there hair after chemo, you turns into Oprah! This suppose to be a blog about my experience, not “A road less traveled”, but then turn that voice off and appreciate the now, and just think sod it, push the publish button.